Count Down

Today was day one of the final count down of my employment for the local nonprofit after school program I manage. I am bitter-sweet about the situation. I love my kids and pray I have done all I can, given all I have to help them make it in life. I pray that they will hear my voice during a business transaction, right before a test, or before a life altering decision...I pray I have had the impact I was supposed to have on each of them. I love my kids.

God is so good. Everything he does is with peace and grace. In this time of hardships and desperation, I have only become more desperate for him. I have been through a lot in my life and if by telling my story helps out another, I gladly reveal what I've been through with out shame. I feel so privileged to do what I do, because sometimes I don't feel like I know what I am doing with my own life and no matter what, God shows up. I thank him that I am a willing vessel he uses to teach, encourage, inspire, motivate, cheer and love people. Love them past their past failures and hurts and cheer them on to the victory he has mapped out for them! I believe that God wants us all to be full of life and live it to the fullest, because when we are filled, we can see our purposes and fulfill each of them! I pray that your talents, nor mine, go to waste, but that you and I move into doing the things that God has made you special and me special to do. Now is a good time to ask for revelation on what those talents and special gifts are and then wait to hear from God.

Be on the count down, as I, to expecting God to move like never before in your life. Don't enter into this new year the same way you exited this year! Be diligent, be bold, be fearless, be decisive, be encouraged and know that you can do anything you put your mind to, with God! Count down to new doors!